Somebody asked
me what my beliefs are and why I believe them.
I told him
that I believe God imbues all of His creations with His Spirit; and that each
of us responds to Him individually because, well because He made us and we
belong to Him.
I said it’s
like every artist, ever – into each work we put a part of ourselves and it
shows up in everything we create. That’s
how you can tell one artist from another, because no two are ever going to be
the same. Picasso is not de Vinci.
God put a
part of Himself into each of us before we drew our first breaths, just as
artists imbue their pieces of art (in whatever form) with something of
themselves. It’s impossible to create
something without putting a part of yourself into it.
What about Jesus,
where does he fit in?
Ah, said I,
He is one of the Trinity – Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, I said, and then said
that I personally feel that the Holy Spirit is essentially female. What I didn't say because it didn't come to me until just now is that Jesus came to hug us in person, so to speak, and to tell us in human words a thing or two. He represents the connection between God and humanity as well as being on equal footing with the Father and the Spirit.
Well, says
he, how can you say the Holy Spirit is female?
You can’t say that’s the way it is ‘because you say so’.
For me, yes I
can. For me, that’s the way it is. I never said it’s that way for everyone, not
even for ANYONE else. It’s just MY
way. Nobody can prove otherwise and we’ll
all find out sooner or later, preferably later.
Meanwhile, each of us decides for our own self.
Then he
wanted to know if I believe the Bible is the Word of God.
All of this
was taking place in a few minutes as we were working, right?
He wants
simple yes or no answers and I don’t have those kinds of answers to give
him.
He wants me
to cite my sources, concrete and verifiable.
My personal
belief is that Jesus is the Word of God and my source is the Bible he’s asking
about, as well as the guidance of the Holy Spirit, but trying to explain that
would have taken too long and it wasn’t what he was asking.
The Bible we’re
mostly familiar with is the King James Version.
It’s the result of men writing things down, men translating the words,
men editing the translations, men deciding what stays in and what gets left
out, and men interpreting the final product.
All of those
men were without a shadow of a doubt the products of their cultures and
societies and educations – you HAVE to take that into account.
If women had
written, edited, translated, decided, and interpreted, the Word of God – Jesus –
would have remained the same. His message
sounds loud and clear; it’s unequivocal and immutable. BUT the BIBLE would no doubt be somewhat different
from the one we know.
On the one
hand, sure it makes a difference who adapted what through the course of the
centuries. On the other hand, it’s not
like we have to go poking through the Bible (as we know it) without a
guide. That’s the province of the Holy Spirit,
to be our guide.
A sincere
desire for discernment (getting something meaningful to YOU out of whatever –
whoever – wherever – whenever - … you’re trying to understand) will kind of
automatically kick in the Spirit that is your gift as part of God’s
creation.
It’s one of
those things you have to take on faith. If
you’re looking for peace, for example, you’ll find passages that bring you
peace, or you’ll find someone near you that exudes peace, or you’ll notice a
small flower living its own quiet little life in the midst of a crazy world
filled with noise and distractions, or your own memory will supply you with a
moment out of time that can still give you a peaceful easy moment.
For me,
finding what I need as I need it is a function of my reliance on the Holy
Spirit for guidance. It’s not a complicated
concept, but just you try explaining it to someone who has never given it much
thought. Good luck with that.
When people
rely on any given religion to provide them with what they need when they need
it in a spiritual sense, instead of going straight to the Source, so to speak,
things get a lot more complicated than they need to be, in my opinion.
It’s just
the opinion of a little old gramma lady, but it makes sense to ME. You figure out what makes sense to YOU and go
with that.
The thing is
that, from the dawn of Mankind, at least as far back as we can trace it, which
is quite a long way (relatively speaking, from our perspective), we humans have
had religion in one form or another.
I haven’t
the time nor the inclination to research all of them, but the ones I have
learned a little something about all have one thing in common, no matter how
different they are on the surface.
That one
thing is that we humans are not the be all and end all. Someone or Something is beyond our ability to
thoroughly comprehend, beyond our ability to control, beyond our ability to
even adequately define. It’s a
mystery.
Now, as
human beings we want to define, understand, and control. That’s honestly just the way it is.
Long LONG
before Jesus walked the earth, people were trying to define, understand, and
control. That’s honestly just the way it
was.
It’s not like
any one religion ever sprang full-fledged from nowhere, you know.
Whatever our
choice of organized religion may be (or not be as the case MAY be) the fact of
the matter, as I see it, is that each and all of us HAS THE CHOICE to embrace
or reject the gift of spirituality which is within us, each and all.
Every last
human being on the face of the earth is different from every other, even identical
twins. We are each a unique
individual.
Differing societal
norms in differing regions (or times), education, family traditions, individual
experiences … all play a part in the choice each of us makes.
Me, I seek
peace, on all levels from personal to universal. That’s MY thing, mostly. And I found it a bit fascinating to discover,
in the course of my research for an artword project I’m in the middle of, that
the Gaelic/Celtic form of my name can be spelled Sidhelagh. If you break it down, Sidhe means (besides
being a label for various peoples and such) ‘PEACE’ and lagh means ‘law’. Being already in the midst of a mystic piece
of work, that bit of information kind of jumped out at me.
My point
being: I trust in God (my God being the
Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit) to give me what I need when I need
it. If a definition of my very name
helps to reinforce and validate my inherent need to search for peace, even such
a small piece of random information can be a gift from my Guide.
You know,
there’s a Mystery within each of us. There’s
Mystery in every organized religion and guess what. The SOURCE of the Mystery is the SAME. It has always been, for as long as there have
been humans on earth (that we know of), and no doubt will be for as long as
time exists.
We, each and
all of us, have an inborn need to seek our Creator; this is my thought and my
belief.
Rome was not
the first or only to recognize and take advantage of that need to forge
individuals into a unified and organized force to be reckoned with.
Just sayin’.
That’s my ‘thoughts
on religion’.